how's that for a solution

so, i quit my lab today.

once i decide i've had enough shit, then i'm done and i never look back or question my decision. and i feel great. and i'm going to sleep so well tonight, finally.
i don't have another lab figured out yet; i have a few potentials, but it looks like i'll have to go door to door and ask for some charity. but i don't mind.

it's so nice to just make a decision, follow through, and take your first deep breath in weeks. one of the only things catholic school ever taught me was that business about accepting the things you cannot change and courage to change the things you can. everything falls into one of those two categories; it leaves you with no excuses in life. and that means there's nothing to fear.