OMG friday

i could not be happier that this week is over.

last night i dreamt that i was at my dartmouth interview, and i sweated so much that all my mascara ran, and when i went to the bathroom i saw my whole face was busted, and i tried to wash it all off, and it just made my entire visage grey and streaky. and i took so long trying to clean up that the head of the department had another meeting and i didn't get to talk to him. but then they accepted me anyway.

hmm.

then i was really wrapped up this morning in feeling bad for myself and my sore throat, and obsessing over why i went up 0.5 lbs in the last week, and then kz began to talk about dinner plans and maybe going out if i wasn't feeling sick later today, which i think was a gentle reminder.

we know how sabominator is with gentle anything. he had to be like, uh, yeah, going out cause it's, ahem, my birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYBEARZ!!!!

so i did it again this year. but i swear i would have remembered when i got to work and found out what day it was. really.

instead of using new year's as an excuse to resolve to get less fat, i should have resolved to be less self-centered. i think losing weight is easier though.